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Friday, April 10, 2009
Disapointment


I Gave you the ticket to my performance hoping you'd come without him(F*t*i).
reasonly is that i wanted to go out with you..
When i was down on the stage while shaking hands with teachers and EX-gessians(rly old)
I looked up and saw you walking with him..
As that point of time i was feeling DISAPOINTED
i walked to the backstage alone.. holding my feelings inside as not to affect my performance..
While i was at backstage i cried the hardest cry i ever did...
and fell weak to my legs..
my friends or as i regard them as brothers (Aan,Rudi,Qamarul,Thinesh and Fiqkri)
Came to console me...
as i felt better i walked down the stairs to the exit, i saw you with him...
and so i smoked my lungs out till i was coughing blood..
thought i could at least get a picture or two with you to just make my night alittle filled with stars..

I thank my brothers and the girl that comforted me on the phone..


Nigel a.k.a Lucian